Here is my presentation I presented this week on my progress on the year so far.
Reflecting on where I was in September, I feel like I have let myself down in some ways.
In terms of networking I have done great, but I always go to events and find myself doing that naturally as I am interested in the industry and meeting new people and seeing what they have to say. I have a placement and job lined up so thats fine, and I have done a lot of briefs so far.
But in terms of upcoming briefs, I feel like I am not doing as well as I know I can be doing and as well as I want to. I have discarded most of the briefs I have written at the beginning of the year, and I don't have any more lined up after I finish the two collabs I am currently working on.
I feel I need to really up my game and think of some briefs that I am really going to enjoy for the remainder of my time here.
Doing this presentation has made me realise further how much I am not enjoying the course right now, and I feel deflated. I think even the way I have designed my presentations shows how much of a hard time I am having with it as it is designed badly and not to the standard a 3rd years should be.
I am feeling very negative and unenthusiastic at this point. I'm not sure why, whether I have been working so hard the past two years and feel burned out now, or because I have no briefs to look forward to but I need to snap out of it and get back into the swing of things.
Looking at everyone else's presentations was good as it made me realise how much people have progressed and I know I need to step up my game. Everyone is doing great things, and while good to see, I feel like I am lagging behind everyone.
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